By Kathy Lipscomb
I’ve finally
realized something and I don’t know why it took me so long to figure out. When
I feel anxious or resistant to doing something, like writing, it’s all the more
reason to do it. And it’s okay to ask our loving Heavenly Father for help.
The first time I
let people critique my work in front of me was at an LDStorymakers conference
(I believe I’ve told this story). I was so nervous, so, so nervous that I contemplated getting out of my chair and running as fast as I could. Me. Running.
I don’t run. I hate running as a general rule, but I was so sick to my stomach
that it was a serious contemplation. After a silent prayer, God helped me
through those thoughts, and before I could get up and run, the words I’d
written came out of my mouth. I did it. I ended up with fantastic critiques. I
had things to fix, but I also gained a little more confidence in my work—something
I desperately needed.
I’ve since let
many, many authors critique my work, and it’s scary every time. I keep waiting
for that fear, that anxiousness, to go away, but for me, it hasn’t. I even get
great critiques of how much an author loved it (not always J),
but that fear comes back. Every. Single. Time.
Fear and anxiety
are not from God. They are from the adversary. God wants us all to learn and
grow, to develop our talents. He isn’t going to do things to make us stop, but
the adversary will. Don’t listen to that fear. When you have a day that for
some unknown reason you have such anxiety over writing that you would rather do
anything else in the world…those are
the days you need to write the most. The adversary will work against you. Fight
back by praying for help. It’s totally okay to pray for help with your book.
Now, I’m not saying you should pray to be a best-seller or famous or rich. But
to genuinely pray that you will write a book to the best of your ability, that
you will inspire and uplift your readers, that you will learn and grow in your
writing talent—those are all great reasons to pray. Those are all ways to fight
against the fear, the anxiety, the feeling of incompetence.
Pray. God will
guide you. He loves you.
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