This week, two extraordinary spirits returned back to our Father in Heaven. One is an MMW whom some of you may know, Mary Walling. The other a dear childhood friend, Ariane Dunlavy.
Over the past few days, I have seen Mary be cyber eulogized in our Yahoo group. All the emails had a kind remembrance or remark on what a sweet and caring person she was.
This morning I went to Ariane's funeral and shared memories and stories with her friends and family. Every person there had something to share, but they all had a common theme: selflessness. Even in severe pain in the final progression of cancer, Ariane would ask how the other patients were doing in the chemo room. She would smile, wear bright pink leggings, or say something that would bring everyone's mood up. She was more concerned with the nurses that cared for her than herself.
These women have touched so many lives with their thoughtful love and friendship. And as death has a way of doing, it made me think of my own mortality.
If I were to pass away, what of my life would be remembered? What have I done to leave a smile on someone else's face? How should I be living my life everyday?
I started to think of how much time I spend on truly trivial things when I could be serving others. Of how often I worry about my looks or the cleanliness of my house. I have been to a number of funerals, and no one has ever gotten up and said, "Oh ____ had such a nice clean home. It looked straight out of a magazine." or "______ finally fit into those size 6 jeans."
It is not what we do for ourselves but the interactions we have with others that changes the world. And so I think about what I've done this week. How much has been to maintain the status quo of my life and how much has been devoted to making someone else's status quo a little bit better?
I invite anyone who has lost someone to comment below. How did that person leave this world a little better than they came into it?